This isn't who I'm supposed to be:
And these are the reasons why I can't be like this:
Now I need to remind myself of this about 200 times a day instead of eating... and in just one year from now, I will be somewhere near where I need to be.
I guess one has to be pretty desperate to post this on their blog... actually, I am. The realization has been dawning on me slowly, but really, what's happened to me is absolutely awful. I can't keep living like this.
It started with the thyroid, but it got worse because I let it.
So... hope you'll all come along for the ride.